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Pretendence.

I certainly feel things have already changed. I find myself trying to pretend that everything was perfectly fine, and nothing has ever happened. But things are different now alright. I feel pretty awkard at times when we were having dinner at the Sakae Sushi to sort-of celebrate Su Hua's birthday. By the way... Happy Birthday, Su Hua!


Look at the twin sisters! Pei Shan's sister was there, after being conned by her. Mastermind: Us. Heh.

Haiz.. When the class was discussing with the UO2 groupings, I was standing behind the class with Wei Liang and the rest, trying to play no part in this affair. In the end, somehow Yuan Long himself got caught himself in it also. He's already pretty moody somehow that day. I found myself pulled in, when I wanted to clarify somethings with her about Shahrez, because he himself feels pretty frustrated to whether to create a group for the Malays for sympathy sake, or to follow his heart and join our group. But instead, she claimed that I think she was poaching Shahrez over to her group (which I seriously don't care - it was Alex's idea to get him over anyhoo). What's saddening was to hear Wei Lian telling me not to make her cry, after I had done so to Pei Shan and Su Hua. Speechless I was, while I tried not to tear then. "Where I go wrong?" I told myself... All I can recall the day before was that I was just furious about the "Rejected" protest, which eventually spark of a chain of arguement about the groupings and its relevance. Apparently, this silly issue have hurt many hearts and caused lots of discontent within the class. I'm sorry to those whom I have hurt by my words. I'm sorry for overblowing the issue. I'm sorry...

Comments

heheh.. don't say wrongly.. i didn't mind the other guys at all in the first place in the group.. hmmz..

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