'Rawr' I Am!

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

[CHORUS]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

La Da Da Da Da Da

Posted by Ruben at 11:03 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

I really can't stand the fact that women and even some guys can actually like try this shirt and that shirt in order to find the perfect set. I guess that's what made me different bah. I'm really quite like the type that just simply grab-and-go sort of person bah. Hate the slow choosing and trying here and there. Somemore my hair like so damn frizzy, then have to like comb my hair everytime after changing. Gah! That simply sucks lar. Meet up with Trixie the fashionista to give me a make-over in Vivocity! LOL! No larr.. In the end, just bought 3 T-shirts nia.. Really had bad fashion sense what. So need some advice. Blah. Tried this and that.. Geeze. So damn mafun! Oh yea.. We also met Wee Ling there as well with her boyfriend at the FOX shop there.. Couldn't believe that she don't know what to shop for, even though there's something that she liked for several weeks liao.. Hahaha.. If it's something you really like, just buy it unless there's a reason for you not to. Ate beef tenderloin wrapped with bacon at Marche for dinner.. I think I got eat this before, but sort of forgot how small it actually was.. Zzzz.. Ordered mashed potatos to go along with it, due to its pathetic size for my empty stomach. Ahahha.. I guess it was fun that day, in which beats better than staying at home to stone. Can't wait to wear my new T-shirts to "work".. Kekeke..

PS: Trixie you can really go and try becoming a fashion advisor or what and earn 100 bucks per hour lar. Ahahaha..

Anyone care for a crepe with ice-cream!? Weee.. It doesn't fit with this orangy ice-cream which I forgot liao. Dangit! It's too sweetish and sourish...

A shirt that I didn't buy... Fit better with darker colours because of my fair skin tone colour (psst.. needs some tan?), as the advisor said. Ahahaha..

Posted by Ruben at 9:52 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

Fun and games are calling your name, and you can't answer fast enough. But slow down before you get out and play. First, make sure you take care of a few necessary tasks. That way you can party with a clear conscience.

Friday Night Fever!
Okie dokie. I need more training for my bowling! Shouldn't have used the heavy green 11 ball in the first place... Scored better with the lucky purple 10 ball. So from now onwards, I'm going to use the perfect 10 ball! Remember this you dumb dumb Ruben... Got ponned by the bowling system you can say.. The girls somehow always manage to get like 3 tries for each turn of theirs! Really making worth of their money lar. But their free extra try always tend to be wasted.. Keke.. But it's good lar.. You see Eileen get Strikes and Spares thanks to it. Blah! There must be some uncle hiding in one corner pushing the "Extra Try" button behind the scenes.. Had Irish Lamb Stew as my dinner at Secret Recipes in Marina Square that day... Took us to decide what to makan lar! ZZzzz... Doing the usual, we went to the Esplanade and talk the nonsense we can while enjoying the scenery. Singapore's absolutely stunning and beautiful, if you look at it carefully.

BBQ Saturday!
Woke up damn late like around 2pm, so I couldn't really meet up with the CPTC group at 3pm to prepare all the stuff. >.< So in the end, I reached there at roughly 5.30pm? They said that I missed out the drink-mixing, which is good actually! Don't want to run to the toilet every now and there too much... Throughout the night, I think Jin Hui and Clarence went to the most lor! Ahaha.. Pee Boys. Okay, maybe that includes me. But at least, I'm not that wuss to go to the toilet alone.. Me no need company one but it doesn't me I loner okay! Hahaha.. Reminds me of Shaun that Clarence.. Wahhaha.. Setting up the charcoal is such a tedious task.. They (me not included ahaha.) took like probably one hour to set it up lar! Ahahah.. But it was good to go bah. Blamed the cock brand firestarter. Blamed the charcoals. Blamed the wind. What else we didn't blame? Wahahha.. There was plenty of drinks I remember... 10 bottles lar! Nutcase.. On top of that, Hong Wee still brought in more unknowingly... And did I mention Calsberg and Tiger Beer were there too? Weeee.... We played another version of "五十十五" that I didn't play before, which involves eliminating yourself one if tio your number. Quite fun bah. Then Hong Wee started going crazy about the PK stuff.. Ahahaha.. So not pro in that. And I have no sense of coordination dammit! He taught us several sort of games then, which was extremely fun when played in groups.. More experience, more games in mind what. Ahahha.. That's pretty much how the beer and drinks were being emptied quickly.. Keke.. Chung Hung is just plain drunk lar. Wahaha.. Bridge was abit clueless for me. There's this bidding thing that is involved in the game, which I just say "skip" since I really don't know what's that for. But after that initial stage, I can play liao.. Then, see who's my partner and stuff. Interesting! Even though only a small group remained behind to ton, it is damn fun lar! Talked about ghost, horoscopes, stars, feng shui and many others, while Xiaoping remained in the background scene talking to her darling for damn long.. Ahahha.. We actually managed to ton till morning 6am or so, before we took the morning bus home.. Pei Shan is uber shagged lar from her appearance. We should have gone for breakfast! *tsk tsk* Looking forward for the next outing, if any! Hahaha..

Now, it's time for my SIP session. Shit. And it's 3am already. Tmd!

Update! - 10.45am: Freakin' hell missed 6 buses of bus 27 in a row today. Guiness World Record for my entire life! =.=" Suckzor. Only managed to caught the 7th bus, ONLY after I walked over to the bus stop before the one I was at originally. Zzz.. Wanted to do that since the 3rd miss, but somehow there's this heart inside telling me just be patient dammit. Moral of the story: Your gut feeling can never be trusted. So never trust Ruben. LOL! Sian now.. Mr. Tan had to stand in a lecture, so in the end postponed to 11am. My legs still ache for your info btw. Stood for like almost 3 hours straight. Diaoz. Better run now.. Toodles!

Posted by Ruben at 2:30 AM | Permalink | Comments (1)

I should be like "Yes, I've gotten the Director's List!", but I didn't quite feel the euphoria or any other shit then when my name was announced. Somemore that Zac Siew said I'm from class AD23 instead. Wth. When on earth did I changed my class man. Wasn't in the right state of mind when I received the award. Was wondering why on earth that Lim didn't want to pass me the thing, when I realised that all he wanted was a handshake. Hahaha.. Joker. Must have look like a dumb ass then. After that, I just went back and sort of stone bah. Anyway, don't be too shock if Ruben has fallen from the stars. Oh wait. How did I even get there in the first place.. Projects I keep asking questions from here and there. All the subjects that were taught has been chunk into my brain's rubbish bin already. Ask me something, and I'll give you the "what?" look. Maybe it's really all the last-minute mugging and ton night bah. One cert happy liao, since MP is so damn unpredictable. And what's more I doing it solo liao, and back to my original DRP topic on antibiotics. At least, it ain't on honey no more. What a relief to hear that I can choose the type of herbs that I would like to work on instead. But what I most upset about is the Laison Officer lar.. Mr. Chan! *speechless* Man is he going to be strict and not very helpful in his explanation.. Gonna ask him to clarify till I understand anything man, even at the expense of my time!

Went out with Shaun they all to play soccer supposedly, but didn't had the mood. In the end, just drink my bubble tea and watch them play. It's really good to see how our class can be quite bonded with just a game of soccer. Rock on guys. Now, who's not in the picture? Su Hua's gang which has apparently fused with Yang Ping's group they all.. That's probably the reason I don't really talked much to they all anymore.. Sad to say. Out of that clique. Anyway when the game ended, the police came lar! Apparently some auntie made a police report about some soccer nuisance in the HDB void deck. This special thanks goes out to Wei Liang - he whammed a ball near an auntie earlier on & didn't really hear him apologising or what (not saying that he didn't - just that I didn't hear). Should be that auntie bah. Bloody hell our NIRC tio jotted down by the police larr.. Bystander also kena written down. That Kai Jie and Wei Liang went home already by then. Wth! Culprit on the loose! LOL! But the police damn friendly friendly de.. Ahahaha.. Caught "Pirates of the Carribean: At World's End" later on. The stupidest part I guess was when that Jack Sparrow was still in the 'Davy Jones' Locker' or something like that.. He somehow hallucinated with many facets of him.. And that part itself took quite alot of time.. But other that time.. It was perfectly alright from Singapore where Sao Feng's (aka Chow Yun-Fat) di pan was to the climatic battle in the storm. Disappointed that the East-India Company ship lost just because that captain became retard and didn't give the word "Fire". Zzzz.. Would have been better if there's more action then! Blah. And sia lar.. I just realised that after the credits itself, there is also a small clip like last time whereby they showed Will and Elizabeth with a child William Turner, but being able to see him only every 10 years. Kao. Wasted, but no time lar.. Had to rush for last bus - hope every did! Me and Jeremy managed to.. Wahahah..

So what happened to me for the past few days? Chill out with my friends, old-time buddy and brother. Play pool. Watch "Next" (PS: Do not watch this never-ending show. The twist to the story is uber dumb, so much so that you can puke blood). Pool and more pool. But I still suck though, cos I don't aim. I just wack the ball. Hahaha.. Worst game ever was on Wednesday night... Became the stunner of the clique then. You'll be amazed for sure by the shots I did. Power man! Wahahha.. Strange that I didn't played that badly or ever earlier that day. Hmmm.. Well... I really can't be bothered anyway. Ahaha..

Posted by Ruben at 2:37 AM | Permalink | Comments (1)

Yeah... Hum... Yeah... Uh... Excuse me

Hi my name is Bob and I work at my job
I make forty-something dollars a day
I used to be the man in my hometown
Until I started to lose my way
It all goes back to when I dropped out at school
Having fun, I was living the life
But now I got a problem with that little white rock
See I can't put down the pipe

And...

It is breaking me down
Watching the world spin round
While my dreams fall down
Is anybody out there?

It is breaking me down
No more friends around...
And my dreams fall down...
Is anybody out there?

Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself...
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell?
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself

Losing my way
Keep losing my way...
Keep losing my way...
Can you help me find my way?
Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way...
Can you help me find my way?

Now you gotta understand I was a family man
I would have done anything for my own
But I couldn't get a grip on my new found itch
So I ended up all alone
I remember where I was when I got my first buzz
See I thought I was living the life
And the craziest thing is I'll probably never know the color of my daughter's eyes

And it is breaking me down
Watching the world spin round
While my dreams fall down
Is anybody out there?

It is breaking me down
No more friends around...
And my dreams fall down...
Is anybody out there?

Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell?
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself.

Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way
Can you help find my way?
Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way
Can you help me find my way?

Oh my god please forgive me (father hear my prayer)
'Cause I know I've done some wrong in this life
If I could do it all again
Have just one more chance
To take all those wrongs and make them right

Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell?
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself.

Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell?
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself

Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way
Can you help me find my way?
Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way
Can you help me find my way?

Posted by Ruben at 3:06 AM | Permalink | Comments (0)

You guys must really try this money saving method of mine, adapted from my younger brother. Because my wallet doesn't have any coin pouch, all my coins goes to my front jeans pocket. So at the end of the day, I would throw all of them into this huge kitty mug,, Yar I know.. That damn mug looks gay - my auntie bought for me during one of the xmas... Don't have any proper coin bank larr like my father who has this big barrel filled with coins... So just earlier on, I started counting my coins so that I can exchange for proper notes with my mum tomorrow - she needs them to pay salaries etc i think. And guess what? I have a total of 120 bucks! It's amazing lar. Everyday unknowingly throw a tiny weeny sum of coins inside.. Then grow until so huge. But to think about it, it took me 3months to fill to its brim. Quite alot still.. Now, I'm thinking what I can splurge this money on.. Hmmm...

Posted by Ruben at 1:19 AM | Permalink | Comments (6)

[Intro (Wish Bone)]

You know nothing come easy,
you gotta try real real hard, I tried hard...
but I guess I gotta try harder.

[Chorus (Akon)]

I try so hard can't seem to get away from misery
man I try so hard
will always be a victim of these streets
it ain't my fault cause I...
tried to get away but trouble follows me
and still I try so hard
hoping one day you'll come and rescue me
but until then, I'll be posted up right here rain sleet hail snow
but until then...
I'll be posted up right here with my heat getting dough

[Verse 1 (Krayzie Bone)]

First let me explain that I'm just a black man
and I come from the darkside,
so I'm having a hard time staying on track man my mind be racing,
and I don't even know what I'm chasin' yet I been in and out of relationships,
I'm starting to see thats it's me where the complications at,
but I'm laying back praying that, you can't have piece of mind of me,
I thought I was right but really I'm wrong, in the end
I was to blind to see, I was in the fast lane chasin' my dream, and then it seem when the fame and cash came they just got me going crazy lately, lately,
lately I been so faded trying to erase it but I cant cause the drama just goes greater and I been in so many collisions from putting shit up till later

[Chorus (Akon)]

I try so hard
can't seem to get away from misery
man I try so hard
will always be a victim of these streets
it ain't my fault cause I...
tried to get away but trouble follows me
and still I try so hard
hoping one day you'll come and rescue me
but until then, I'll be posted up right here rain sleet hail snow
but until then...
I'll be posted up right here with my heat getting dough

[Verse 2 (Layzie Bone)]

It's like I'm taking 5 steps forward and 10 steps back,
trying to get ahead of the game,
but I can't seem to get it on track,
and I keep running away from the ones that say they love me the most how could I create the distance when it's suppose to be close and uh,
I just don't know but I be out here fighting demons and,
it's like a curse that I can't shake this part of Cleveland and lord,
would you help me? and stop this pain I keep inflicting on
my family hustling gambling,
tricking and scamming scrambling and losing sight of what I'm
suppose to be handling,
it's hard to manage cause everyday's a challenge and man I'm slipping
can't lose my balance I'm trying not to panic

[Chorus (Akon)]

I try so hard
can't seem to get away from misery
man I try so hard
will always be a victim of these streets
it ain't my fault cause I...
tried to get away but trouble follows me
and still I try so hard
hoping one day you'll come and rescue me
but until then, I'll be posted up right here rain sleet hail snow
but until then...
I'll be posted up right here with my heat getting dough

[Verse 3 (Wish Bone)]

I see thangs won't change I'm stuck in the game as soon as I get out it keeps pulling me back mayne got me doin' dirty dirt so used to this hustlin' money that I don't understand how 9 to 5 work studied on the streets, hustlers know what I mean hustlers balling in force I'm tryna make that major league so we never leave never, til' the sun came up gotta get it nope no leaving no rush today games they play gotta go hard to get what u put in if you fall off then it's all on you gotta watch what you sign to try so hard but I won't play the fool

[Chorus (Akon)]

I try so hard
can't seem to get away from misery
man I try so hard
will always be a victim of these streets
it ain't my fault cause I...
tried to get away but trouble follows me
and still I try so hard
hoping one day you'll come and rescue me
but until then, I'll be posted up right here rain sleet hail snow
but until then...
I'll be posted up right here with my heat getting dough

Posted by Ruben at 4:43 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

I'm really lack of sleep nowadays with an average of almost 5 hours only? Sad I would say.. No wonder I was knocked-out by a small rest nia during the shut-down routine works.. It was raining lar.. So everyone went inside the workshop area to take cover while the trainers did the shutting down. Ahahha.. This was when I sneaked my way inside the workshop classroom for a short nap. All of the sudden, I just woke up and realised it was already 7.15am larr! Everyone was dressed up and ready for debrief already - Heng sia.. If not, I might have already been abandoned in CPTC and no one would notice it lor.. Ahahha.. What a close shave.. *phew* Even though I was dead sick with fever and flu, I had a pretty great time chatting nonsense with Group 6. Ahahaha.. Thanks Teresa for the cold-relief panadols! Should have taken it alot earlier... And thanks to Liang and Alex and others for their concern. Flu sucks big time. Now, I'm having nose block. Wtf.

And I must mention this - our group took only ONE try to successfully switch the diesel fuel to fuel gas, and back! Powerr.. But guess why? Alex took almost an hour to turn the steam gas valve to 5 bar. Everyone in the DCS was like kaobei-ing lar.. In the end, we named it "Alex's Valve" at the DCS side.. LOL! You can agar know how much to turn one mahh.. Cos they got say before it will take like probably 15-20min to increase the steam pressure to 5 bar. So you do a division of 5 bar by 20min, and you'll roughly know the rate to increase at based on the pressure gauge. When the condensate enters the furnace, naturally got sparks de mah. And the flame inside is like damn big lar.. How can die-out so fast de.. Lol. That's the main reason why I came back to the DCS during their valve-turning. Hehe. So yup, Henry was supposedly treating the group Mac if they did it one successful try, but in the end he only foke out 50 bucks.. So yar lor.. Nobody wanted Mac somehow liao.. Lol. Must think for him also lar, if treat whole class a meal each, that would probably cost him $150! Crazy. That's why didn't order anything then as well. That stupid NYP girl kept on saying nasty things about us in the DCS, so much that the Boon Heng was so hyped up lar.. Lol. What "TP are slackers and evil"... Nonsense. We're doing it slow because of the carrot that is tied to the end of the race mah. And please, they themselves didn't gave us the opportunity to start-up the furnace. And till today, I have no clue of how to start up a bloody furnace. Chicken macdonalds...

The only day I had the shift training with Group 7 - which consists primarily of my TD04 classmates. This was the day which I learnt the most lar. The other two days with them was damn slackish. LOL! Anyway, Hong Wee is quite fun one lar.. Although he's strict at times, he really knows when to have fun and when to work. Here are some photos that we took at the end of the day. That Jeremy so anti-social sia.. Go hide in toilet when we were taking informal photos. People had to go drag him out in order to get him to take one photo. =.="

My Celebrity Look-Alikes!

Saw this feature on my friend's blog and wanted to try it too. I also tried one photo that says I look somewhat like Ashton Kutcher as well! Wahaha.. Perhaps when I am old that time, I will become one of the lao ah bei.. Kekeke.. If you wanna try it also, check this website! It's fun alrightt...

Posted by Ruben at 8:22 PM | Permalink | Comments (4)

Here we are at the zoo AGAIN... What an idea... *looks at one of the peeps* Last year just went lar.. Gah. But it beats going to the ice-skating arena in JURONG east... Plus it was quite fun bah other than the thing I had. The food there freakin' expensive lar.. Sure earn money one sia if open a darn snack store there. Throw all the animal photos in the extended entry... Oh yes, Happy Birthday TingTing! Sorry for not being able to make it for your chalet... Really too damn tired then. One more night till all the 12-horror ends! Oleh, oleh oleh...

Posted by Ruben at 1:54 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

We watch the season pull up its own stakes
And catch the last weekend of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced,
Another sun soaked season fades away

You have stolen my heart

Invitation only, grant farewells
Crash the best one, of the best ones
Clear liquor and cloudy eyed, too early to say goodnight

You have stolen my heart

And from the ballroom floor we are in celebration
One good stretch before our hibernation
Our dreams assured and we all, will sleep well

You have stolen
You have stolen my heart

I watch you spin around in the highest heels
You are the best one, of the best ones
We all look like we feel

You have stolen my
You have stolen my heart

Posted by Ruben at 11:40 PM | Permalink

Received an sms from my mum when I was in the zoo with my friends today 4pm that my grandfather in Johor has just died. Both my parents have left Singapore and wouldn't be coming back tonight. My family and relatives were prepared for it... But we never knew that this would end so quickly. We have been notified by the doctors that he has only several months to live, but this was waayyy shorter than it should have been. Even though I don't really know my grandfather that well, I somewhat felt some part of me is lost. I feel ashamed of how the way I treat life. When I am not satisfied with something, I'll just start whining and whining about it but just don't take any actions about it. I'm ashamed that I don't know my grandfather well. I just feel the sadness. I cried. And so did my grandfather (mother's side) when he know about it. All I know is that without you, I wouldn't be here. Lost but not forgotten...

Death is a part of life. Treasure what we have and start accepting the reality that we are not what we dreamt we are daily.... Pursue your dream, but don't live in it.

Update:
I wouldn't be joining the class this Wednesday for the shift training, because I had to attend my grandfather's funeral. Had shifted that start-up training to Friday instead with the NYP students.. I really wonder how I am gonna survive that day man. Don't even know anyone there (okay maybe just one).. Gah. Will be attending my shift training as per normal for this Thursday night.. Could be late though. This sucks. T.T

Posted by Ruben at 12:33 AM | Permalink | Comments (0)

Woosh. I really hate the feelings of my feet inside a freakin' wet shoes and damp socks. Tried using tissue paper to absorb as much water as I could with the limited time then. Was squeezing the socks in the classroom secretly larr... Eeeeww... Stinky hands. Ahahaha.. Luckily, we were doing the E-111 heat exchanger.. Then, can like sit there and settle the pipe connection for nitrogen.. So I took the opportunity to "sun" my shoes and socks. The feeling's damn good alright after that. I would say it's 90% dried then. Okay okay.. Enough of this smelly talk of mine..

Caught a late night movie Spider-Man 3 at Century Square with my classmates... (Let's name all of them! Me, Zai Wei, Shaun, Shahrez, Wei Lian, Soo Chin, Yuan Long, Salim, Suhardi... Ahaha.. All famous liao.) Sitting in the third row for Century isn't that bad actually, since it's a small movie theatre and so you don't really have to strain your neck that much. This 10.40pm must buy on the spot one sia.. The shaw person said cannot do booking for this time slot then have to like go there and buy quickly.. Zzz... Only to realise that 8 rows from the back is actually the same as the 3rd row. Ahahaha..

Anyhoo, the movie's good alright and it's filled with lots of action-packed scenes I guess.. Spidey's in his cool few thousand K black suit worr... Very stylish indeed. And the change in attitude in spidey boy is like sooo funny larr... And he could like make the ladies attract to him more easily larrr.. o.O How I wish there's such a suit in real life.. Ahahah.. There's 3 baddies now.. And they sort of like collaborate with each other to fight against spidey boy. Sad to see that the new goblin James was killed off in this sequel... in a good way that is... Hahaha.. I expect more vengence from him! But in the end, just knock on the head and become the goodie for middle part of the movie. Zzzz... The quite stupid part is the ending of Sandman who just float away larr.. What the hell. "You've been forgiven". And he goes fading along with the wind. What the? And that Venom lasted quite long in the comics larr.. But in the end leh.. mati just by sonic waves and a poo bomb. Kao. About the little romance going on.. I got nothing much to say about it lar. It's soooo.. like that lor. Kate dumped Spidey. Spidey pissed Kate with another divalicious girl. Spidey realise wrong. Spidey apologise to Kate. Kate and Spidey back to the cottage house and live happily ever after. Gah! So like standard. Ha. But still.. The movie's quite good if you come in terms with the movie plot.. Ahahha.. It really deserves the 4 stars rated in 8 Days I guess... Go watch it if you can! And sorry for the excessive spoilers.. Sort of like blurp out everything liao.. Ahahah.. Hope I didn't really SPOIL your movie.. :D

Posted by Ruben at 2:57 AM | Permalink | Comments (0)

Today was dead fun I tell you.. Initially, none of us liked the idea of getting wet so most of us chosen to be the kinkers who simply just stand behind the nozzle team and support the weight of the hose. LOL! But at the end of the day when each and everyone of us are completely soaked, everyone chionging to be part of the nozzle team wor! Ahahaha.. At the start of the day, almost everyone of us were being called up by Hong Wee to be the team leader to shout the commands out to coordinate the team's movement when handling the hose. Although I've got to admit I shout the loudest for Group 2 *ahem*, I really have no clue what to do lar. Had to get cues from Hazel and Karin they all.. LOL! Sibei paiseh sia... Wahahah..

And yes, this gundo forgot to bring spare underwear... (so that was what Hong Wee meant by "spare clothes.. Zzz..) So had to squeeze them dry before I make my journey back home. Don't like the idea of sitting down with wet underwear! Tried that before last time on a cab (sorry uncle!) after my friends and I throwed each other into the condominium pool during the post-secondary party...

Hmmm.. I see a potential firemen here! Wahahaha... NO WAY!

Posted by Ruben at 11:41 PM | Permalink | Comments (1)

The perfect words never crossed my mind,
'cause there was nothing in there but you,
I felt every ounce of me screaming out,
But the sound was trapped deep in me,
All I wanted just sped right past me,
While I was rooted fast to the earth,
I could be stuck here for a thousand years,
Without your arms to drag me out,

There you are standing right in front of me (x2)
All this fear falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety

No I don't wanna wait forever (x2)

In the confusion and the aftermath,
You are my signal fire,
The only resolution and the only joy,
Is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes,

There you are standing right in front of me (x2)
All this fear falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety,

There you are standing right in front of me (x2)
All this fear falls away to leave me naked,
Hold me close cause I need you to guide me to safety,

No I don't wanna wait forever (x3)

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As many have heard that images speak louder than words, I guess I'll just dump all the photos that I have taken on my photo to get you of the rough idea what went on for the past 2 weeks in my life when I'm not in Jurong Island doing shit works. >.>

29th April
Palm Resort: Tabletennis.Snooker. Gym (tiny weeny bit). Tennis. Swim.
Went to visit my grandfather after that. You can really see how the lung cancer has showed its symptoms slowly draining away my grandfather's life.. Haiz.. Now, he can't even get himself up without any assistance. You can compare him with a starving African kid, because his muscle has slowly been wasted away since he always have no appetite for food. This is the effect of smoking. And no way I am going to touch any cigarettes in my life. Cool? I doubt so. I really hope that my dad quit smoking. It will not only impact one's health, but also affect the family in many ways. Gah. Went to this kampong seafood restuarant later in the night. The now-pricey food no longer tasted as good as they were liao. Sad case.

28th April
Get caught in between girl talks - Trixie and Karin. =.=" Both are so alike. Are you sure you two ain't twins or what? Was at the Vie Bar drinking Frozen Banana Daiquri - quite alright bahh.. I prefered it that they served it in cups though. Only had 3 hours of sleep for the next day. Suckzor.

27th April
Finally a day without the need to go home straight after CPTC. Loved it! Going wild. Filming lame videos. Play games with drinks at Gatsby (stupid name.. reminds me of the hair cream) in Chijmes. So damn bloody fun. Xiuting I bet you really wish to have your revenge on me again soon! LOL! *shows "L" shape with fingers* Drank Lychee Martini this time round - very nice wor..

21st & 22th April
This is suppose to be a makan sultra thing. Alex wanted to film all these down, but the plan got scrapped off somehow. Video blog? No thank you! Ahahaha.. I'm not those famous wacky bloggers in Singapore... xD First stop.. Ba chou mee. 2nd stop.. Blackboard for this delicious yummy salmon and chicken thingy... In the night, we went to Home Club that was recommended by Trixie.. *ahem* The music sucks (probably wrong timing bah - lousy deejay!). What we saw didn't quite tally with what we saw on the internet (probably at the wrong part of the place?). Ahahaha.. After camping the night at Diana's house, we went to Joo Chiat the following day for some Fei Fei wanton noodles. Okay larr.. Saw that Tan Keng Hua lor w/o makeup! Ahahha.. Didn't recognise her till don't know who said so. OH yes, thanks Trixie for helping along by secretly buying the cake and went along with Diana's plan.. Hehe. Job well done! *thumbs up* Hope you had a great birthday surprise then Alex.. Come on.. Did you actually thought that bulky thing that Trixie was carrying all along was for Marcus? LOL!

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