'Rawr' I Am!

I really really really miss fun. I wanna just chillout somewhere anywhere! Everyday just doing MP logbook and the stupid MP report. I know.. I slacked too much, considering how much data I'm missing in my MP report. I'm sooo screwed. I'm just hoping that I get B, which is rather hard from my perspective. Hate myself for not taking this seriously. Gah. Somemore I got questions that I want to ask my MP supervisor, but I simply found myself couldn't. Because I wasn't able to produce the things he wanted for me. I'm just too embarassed of myself to actually seek help from him. Haiz. I really don't know. But I know I have to be thick-skin and look for him. If not, I'm sure a gonna. Gah. While everyone's out there enjoying now, I'm stuck at home. ARGH! So fucking hate myself for getting myself into this senario. Sorry Gen! Couldn't be there for your last birthday parteh in Singapore before you leave for Aussie. Bleh. Hope you'll have a sweet and exciting day then yeaaa..

Ruben, you can do it!