'Rawr' I Am!

Do you know what's worth fighting for,

When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and

Posted by Ruben at 8:42 PM | Permalink

[ will.i.am ]
i got so much love
for you darlin' and i,
i wanna let you know how i feel

and its true that i love you
and it's true your the only one and i do,
i adore you
and its true girl

you make me feel alive ive ive ive 4x

[Fergie]
you said - you said - you said
that im the only one
you said that im your number 1
now your gone and i feel numb
tell me where do we go wrong
you are my best friend and boyfriend
now its seems like you're my worst friend
i gotta do soul searching
without you im a whole different person
i aint acting like i used to
i don't feel loved like i used to
it was your love i was used to
why do i had to lo-lo-lo-lose
your love your love your love
your love is what it was
that have me feeling **bust**
***you are my true love***

[will.i.am]
and its true that i love you
and it's true your the only one and i do
i adore you
and its true girl

you make me feel alive ive ive ive 4x
[apl.de.ap]
hey girl ur the only one
**must** be my number one
now your gone i feel so numb
tell me how do we go wrong
first friends then we became best-friend
you used to be my girlfriend
now your my worst friend
yeah i gotta do a lil soul searching
without you im a whole different person
i don't even act like i used to
i don't even feel loved like i used to
i guess its your love that i used to
and i feel bad that i lose you
i get so many things that i wanna sa-sa-sa-sa...
i guess this mean that im missing you
sorry for the things that i did to you
im so lost without you

[will.i.am]
and its true that i love you
and it's true your the only one and i do,
i adore you
and its true girl

u make me feel alive ive ive ive 4x

[fergie / will.i.am]
la di di da la di da la da
la di da la di da
la di di da la di da la da
la di da la di da

i got so much love

la di di da la di da la da
la di da la di da

i got so much love

la di di di di di di di da la la la la

...i adore u and its true girl

you make me feel alive ive ive ive 4x

[taboo]
so easy to fall in love with u
and all the things that u do
baby girl ur so remarkable
so special, so wonderful
so special, so wonderful
so special, so wonderful

baby girl ur so remarkable
so spesh-al-al-al-al-al-al

Posted by Ruben at 8:40 PM | Permalink

Has been somewhat missing-in-action from the social world for the past 3 weeks, updating my status through Twitter (for those who noticed). Just too bad that Facebook has yet to support Singapore carrier for its SMS function. If not, it will be hot man. Only got to use the internet computer once there.

Somewhat managed to survive Thailand, under such a crazy hot weather. We covered like more than 70km within three days of navigation exercise, doing all the things that we are not supposed to do like grabbing a drink from shops, walking on the roads. Hahaha.. Interesting hide-and-seek action then.

Anyway, I still couldn't believed that I had hyperventilated twice in Thailand. The first one was pretty scary being the first time for me, together with carpopedal spasm (hands and feet). Was evacuated straight to the medical centre, and with the condition I was in even the medics confessed that it was quite a frightening sight with me falling unconscious. The second time was much stable, but that was the one which cut short my showdown outfield exercise from 8 days to just 4 days. Luckily, I am still able to pass-out as sergeant given that I had already been assessed. Was suggested by the doctor there to get a blood test back in Singapore to check the blood count, since the causes of my hyperventilation might just be due to low blood count. Hmm.. So don't want to down PES and end up taking over Yau as CQ. Hahaha.. Let's just pray for the best outcome for my posting yeaa.. Preferably BMT! :)

Home's still the same. Everyone's outside working over the weekends and late nights. How I wish things were back the old days... Well, there's actually a difference. My brother crashed the now-defunct Nissan March last week, and the van that I often drive is now being used by my parent's company. So yeaa.. One new car has arrived while I was in Thailand - a red Peugeot 207, and another arriving next week - Nissan Latio Sport. Hopefully, I will get a chance to drive them soon..

Posted by Ruben at 12:32 PM | Permalink | Comments (1)